Yeah, first couple months I did meth I snorted it, then got introduced to smoking it. It was almost like taking a completely different drug. Smoking meth for the first time gave me this hazy, buzzing kind of feeling, while snorting it was a very “clean” stimulant high.
I fucking hate crack. Makes me feel like I’m going to have a heart attack, and it’s destroying someone I love, who was fine when they were banging goofballs (heroin and meth).
I use meth recreationally, almost daily, and this is hella different lol. It doesn’t gack me out (on 20mg at least). It makes me…focus. Like it’s meant to lol.
And I’m stuck on the first sort of level on BOTW.
Early this morning I found $80, a Nintendo Switch with Breath of the Wild on it, and a script of Adderall.
Was still going strong at the half hour mark. Then I blew it out because I was bored with it.
Made a makeshift votive candle or whatever these are called out of a Pringles can. Got a timer going for how long until I have to frantically stomp on it to put the fire out.
I hate power dynamics discourse. It’s kind of funny how like, nobody will ever date me on account of my being a homeless drug addict—because more than likely the rare fucking person who doesn’t think I’m disgusting will be so concerned about being “problematic.”