Finding a size that will actually hold a tuck and also fit well is the hard part for me. Lexy B Blair thongs in medium work well, Little for Big in small are too tight but do hold, TomboyX in medium have too wide of a gusset but do hold. Little for Big got lose threads quickly but the others have held up. Two pairs of Kalon boyshorts in medium work okay for me in some pants.

But what about the mouthfeel?

This is not proper cum disposal

It went to feministminigolf.org which is down now, but you can read about the exhibit over at https://www.carlythomsen.com/rjminigolf

Anal safe, my ass KY!

I like to use “goddess look” instead of the other terms. Plenty of really cute trans women are visibly trans.

Another option is ready-to-use solution of estradiol valerate 50 mg and progesterone 250 mg, 20 USD/vial, 8 to 16 vials per packet. Custom EV/P ratio is possible, or EV + hydroxyprogesterone caproate.

http://lena.kiev.ua/EV/

You can inject progesterone! Some suppliers sell estradiol and progesterone combined in a single vial.

Thank you! Good luck with your hair removal!

So very cool! Folks had told me it was hard to get a hold of a good electrolysis machine. Like, there was a racket limiting availability to professionals. Seeing that you have one is an inspiration! I had been planning to have to build my own.

Are you happy with it so far? How long have you had it? Have there been any scaring problems? Are the probes and gel easily sourced? Have you ever traded work for work with another electrologist? Occasionally I see folks seeking such arrangements where I live. Do you mind lots of questions?

Also, you seem very knowledgeable about hair removal so you’re probably aware, but some folks use a dual mirror setup for hard to see places, which might make the neck area easier.

Anyway, very cool bit of kit you have there!

Have long styled hair, wax, wear kilts, apply eyeshadow. Value their feminine and childish qualities more. Shame other men for being patriarchal. Quit with the athletic aesthetic already.

Try not making it sexual! Turning special private time into a pagan ritual helped me. Visualizing and feeling myself alone before civilization in a place of deep connection to nature and our Earth, with my body as sacred and my pleasure as an energy that binds me and all of life together making us possible. Like, ours is a universe that lifes, and I’m connecting to it through pleasure. That sort of thing!

Where ever I went, the payoff would be significant after fencing my loot.

I’m sorry you’re feeling like this! Needing to know is rough. For awhile my situation was somewhat different but similar as well. Others have been where you are though and came out the other side okay! Have you heard Travis T.'s song tOCD?

What if you were raised to think that you can outsmart fate if you just

Think of every angle, think of every flaw
Think of every single fucking thing that could go wrong

Think of other choices, really think it through
Think of more excuses to avoid the fact that you still want to

The Lovense toys are really nice! I have a lush 1, edge 2, and a gemini. A magic wand with fluttery attachment is very effective but I don’t like messing with the controls and having to hold it in place myself. Toys that can do their own thing and don’t need my help are so much nicer. So, if we are dreaming here and imagination were the limit, that might be a symbiote?

I think there’s more going on! Given a blank slate question like, “Why did the car get stolen?” or “Why did the house get broken in to?” people will think of anything else but that there was a car thief or burglar. It makes us feel safer to think that the cause doesn’t lie entirely with the perpetrator. We live in a fundamentally unknowable, unpredictable, uncaring world of potential monsters and horrors, but people don’t enjoy being reminded of that fact. Humans favor delusion because we can’t handle reality. You’re right that it is about control but I think it originates in a pervasive need for a sense of control over reality/experience.

Same!!! How could Jay do us dirty like that! She even made it sound like being a puppygirl might offer more liberation from patriarchy. There are some interviews on youtube but so far no one has asked her about catgirls! I’d almost email her, but surely her inbox is flooded with catgirl questions.

Edit: Wait! Jay recently gave a new interview! BDSM Practices in Contemporary Poland. Guess that’s what I’ll be listening to tomorrow…

Congratulations! Highly recommend starting a journal!

Penny Dreadful! A casually queer feminist masterpiece of goth horror. Why haven’t you done those things you want to do before you die yet?

I had six inches taken off my hair today so it falls just a bit lower than chest-length now and got lots of cute layers added. My new stylist did a great job and I’m thinking of going back to her and getting some rose gold highlights. Kinda lots of maintenance but it would be fun! Cutting so much is kinda scary with long hair but it was so worth it!