Similarly, future-you is also looking back at this moment, you aren’t alone. You are a 3-dimentional creature and you perceive time linearly, but somewhere, outside of the boundaries of space-time a version of you is with you right now, watching you, accompanying you. Similarly, a past version of you, the childhood spirit of innocent and of hope, is alone traversing this journey, together.
This hit my PTSD pretty hard, never thought of it that way before. Thanks friend
I personally find that the past me gets distorted through repression making it simultaneously feel like a completely different person and 100% me at the same time
I still remember that day, I remember feeling so scared. I can almost remember that scene as if it happened mere moments ago.
Of course, not all the details, more like a blurry gif in monochrome in 480p, rather than a 4K HDR Movie. But the emotions, its very vivid.
I sort of didn’t try to remember it, I know its there, I just didn’t actively dig it up, but then again and again, time after time, I keep having to fight my brother. Happened so many times I lost count, probably like 10-200 fights, and constant micro-confrontations, also manipulative as hell, pretend to wanna be nice and play games with me, then I let my guard down, then later confontations happen again.
That memory just slowly leaked bit by bit until it just came back. I know it existed, I was just too weak to confront my own memories, so I try to avoid it as long as I could. Because it’s very overwhelming.
But its inevitable that I have to face the past.
Ehhhhhh.
Every atom in your body is replaced roughly once a year.
The past me is dead and dispersed like dust in the wind. There is only present me… and I am saddled with the memory of a dead man’s life.
I don’t think all your brain neurons get replaced as normal cells do.
Teeth
Spiritual nonsense.
Glad it works for you though, sincerely.
