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  • MissyBee@lemmy.blahaj.zone
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    6 hours ago

    Pretty bad. I was feeling sickish till Thursday, so I couldn’t work out. On Friday I finally worked out but felt so bored and empty afterwards that I went hiking for 3h. Still bored I drank myself to sleep. Woke up hangover on Saturday only to find out that my favorite event of the year happens that evening and I am in a terrible state. Tried to go anyway and aborted after 1h and drank myself to sleep once again. Sunday culminated in a very bad mental state. I reached a new low. Lets hope it’s only temporary.