I find that I have absolutely no energy to do anything besides get high after work. I go to the gym, do like 1 pullup and I am fucking destroyed, and I’m not the most out of shape person in existence despite my job being a desk job (for the most part). I don’t go out, I have no friends partially because I moved to a new place 6 months ago.
Please no ‘you don’t’ or ‘welcome to life under kkkapitalism’, only false promises.
I do things I want to do, say no to things I don’t want to do.
What if I don’t want to do anything? I don’t even know if I like doing anything. I am always forcing myself to do things because I think it’ll be good for me
Well, like, what kind of life do you want to live? Then do that.
I want to be a hexbear police officer but beggars can’t be choosers I guess
I want to be cis and not deal with all the million problems that come from not. That’s the biggest thing I want from life, to stop having to deal with this
from not what?
From not being cis. It’s constant, indescribable pain. All I want from my life is to be cis and not deal with the pain of being trans. That’s the life I want
Do you have an interest in art? That’s somewhat helped me. I’ve been forcing myself to go and appreciate and interpret the beauty of the world, and it kinda works