No need to save for retirement though, I’ll definitely be able to kill myself before 40 though!

It’s never too late!

Yeah, I never really planned (still plan?) ahead, because I didn’t plan to grow old
Now with 2 decades in adulthood, I think, I either need to get my shit together or at least clean up enough, so all people depending on me (or would have a big disadvantage) would be ok, when I leave

Seems I’m kinda stuck here with not much joy left anymore